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Life is short
but there is always time for courtesy.

Congrats to all PMR's students you have successfully completed your examination, time for Partey :D

I've never fully understand what the adults mean when they said : " It's okay. You'll be fine for your examination. I've been through that. You will be alright " Now, I do. It felt so funny and weird on giving advices to the PMR and SPM candidates during their examination, it felt so old and cranky and OLD. Now, it's the SPM students turn to get all stress out and frustrated.

To You who is having your SPM, it's okay. You'll be fine for your examination. I've been through that. You will be alright :D

My day was rather dull today since the weather was so hot and stuffy. I couldn't get my brain thinking for the last period in school when my class was having MUET, I think everyone is -__- It's just so difficult to spell out every alphabet that is needed in a word to write down my theses statement, argh (><) Pour down your rain o Lord. And something very cute that Cindy did today when we were discussing on how to write our essay, she tantrum-ed :D I never thought The-Cool-and-Awesome Cindy would ever do that, oh Cindy, you are adorable.

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Deepavali is just round the corner and the principle had just approved that this Friday will be a holiday for us :D Woohoo! Here comes holiday again :D Yesh! Oh ya, not forgetting that Monday will be also a holiday :DD Duper!!

Eventually everything will come to it's end.
It's only matters who is at your side at that very moment.

Sincerely,
Pauline

Forever

Here I am again typing down whatever that come across my mind, because my dearly internet connection still remains slow and I hope it doesn't take FOREVER. I have no idea what on earth is going on with it but for sure I'm gonna change it as soon as the contract ends and well this support the saying on no human creation is better than God, anti MAXIS BROADBAND FOREVER. Remember the part that I said : " Maxis doesn't really suck. " Well, I take it back, it suck to the max! Sorry for the rudeness right here but I beh tahan already ah!! (><)

There is so much pictures that I wish to upload on Facebook but my connection wouldn't allow me to, I hope my dear friends would bear with this circumstances and I will get it update as soon as my connection gets better :D I feel so outdated right now.

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Last night, I went to Sis Joyce Lo & Bro Chong Eu Yean's wedding ceremony & dinner which is held in a very beautiful yet simple place located at Kelana Jaya. It was a very sudden invitation by the bride's mum, I can say that my mum relation with the aunty is quite a close one so, we decided to go for it :D and ya, my mum got pulled to be the usher for that night, LOL.

Wore my pretty black dress and high heel and headed to their wedding celebration. Sat down in front of the altar where the sun was behind it shining it's light to all human kind, to be precise at that moment it was glaring to all people who were sitting down there :D However, I did not feel that way, I felt warm and contented as I watched the sun goes down. Once again God amazed me with His creation and reminded me that everything is in control though situation may seems another.

It was a unique and different wedding style they had last night. Diff from other weddings that I attended, it was a western style wedding where they serve cocktail before dinner and New England Clam Chowder, Button Mushroom, Louisiana Famous Jerk Chicken, Shrimp Scampi Spaghetti, Flame grilled Rack of Lamb, Seafood Platter Cajun Style, Louisiana's BBQ Beef Ribs, Hawaiian Fried Rice & Sea Coconut with Longan for dinner, sounds like an ' AAA class dinner ' right? Well, it is :D Come to think of it, it was quite full eating all those stuff, I got kinda stuffed up when I finished up the beef ribs but yet there is still rooms for dessert :D The night ended with photo-hogging here and there with Bro, Seng, Nat, Donna, SueAnne etc too bad I can't upload it here right now but I will.

I think I will update this more next time, it's getting lots of words here right now, don't wanna keep my reader bored eh :D Stay tuned for more updates! I MISS FACEBOOK A LOT!

Searching back for the smiles that I dropped along the way.

Sincerely,
Pauline

Despite feeling good going back to school last Wednesday, the feeling that pulls my pretty face down is still in me, nothing went right in my heart, my mind and my soul. It's like I have been pushed down a current that is so strong and deep that blinds me eyes and stop my breathing that I thought I would never see the sky anymore.

This few nights have been lonely and dreadful night for me, how hard I tried to convince my self with my own imaginary world, I found that the much more deeper I let my self stuck in it. As I grew up, I have been always attended with spotlight every where I go, it might sounds as if I'm boasting but that's the truth that I believe I had. But the truth that I believed and hold on to it, it's starting to get shaky. I don't see the lights that have been always shining with me - the great white light that always has been me wherever I go has turned into an unfamiliar grey pale light.

The search begin as I start to look for my old self back, the one that had been always positive in everything, the one that always believe that everything will turn out right, the one who would always smile though things are bad. But where should I begin? Where would I find the strength to go on? So much had happened, so much strength had been used, I do not have the strength to move on.

Yearning to go back to my Lord Jesus Christ and leaving all this behind me and going to His presence that is filled with joy and peace always appeared in my mind. However, my purpose and responsibilities in this world is not done yet, it's not my time to go yet so, what I'm asking Him now, it's just the strength to move forward like how He guided me in my marathon last week.

I know I might sounds like I'm having depression but I'm not, I'm just ranting out my feelings and thoughts out here as I don't know who may I go to for a respond. Telling out my problems to someone has never been easy for me, opening up a conversation about problems that I have it doesn't feel or look like me. Pauline Chen Poh Lin had always been seen as a Big Sister not Lil Sister that helps others. Now I'm hoping once again that I have a elder brother to talk with. To all who has a elder brother or sister, do appreciate them and talk to them always, love them as they are your precious ones, even if they are working or at oversea call them and tell them how are you and show them you care, in the future, they are all you have and you are all they have.

Sincerely,
Pauline

Maybe I haven't give my attention all to you but have you ever think maybe you are the one.
24 hours a day how much there is left for you and me,
all I wanted is to cheer you up and talk to you about everything that has happened.
I need to talk and you now I need it much why stop me when you know that is who I am?
Silent has never won over me but gradually it is right now.

4th Malaysia International Ekiden Run 2009

My first.
A race that I joined with my SAB friends.
A race that I ran more than 20mins.
A race that I tried my best not to stay last.
A race that I know I tried my best.
A race that maybe I have let my team down.
A race that reminds me of love.
A race that I let me knows I have great friends around me.
A race that I will never forget.
A race that I know God was with me cheering me up in every steps that I took forward.

Life is a climb.
And I know I will see the top with You by my side.

Philippians 4:3
I CAN do all things through Him who strengthen me.

Photos of the day.

Little Penang Bridge

Spot me?

Saw me?

Ha! There I am :)
No worries, I'm not the last, there is more behind.

SABians Team 1 & SABians Team 2
That ended my day for this marathon :)

But that's not it,
went photo-taking with Daddy, Mummy & Sailou
when we are on our way back to the car.

The inseparable !

Victory flower?

Yeah ! :)

Mummy & Daddy !

Medal, yeah :)

Insanity.

I'm too tired to walk T.T

Lil Penang Bridge

My supporters !

Craziness again :)

I love you now!

I kill you now!

Saw this Hello Kitty car when we are on our way to our car.
MayKye, look at this :) Rawr!

And that picture ended my day
and started my body ache.

More pictures on FB

Sincerely,
Pauline

Hello World
Pauline Chen Poh Lin
is going for a marathon tomorrow at Putajaya.
This is her first attempt trying to run 3.2km

Pray for me ya
& wish me all the best !

Sincerely,
Pauline

With you by my side I'm never gonna be bored

To My lil sister Emily

I ♥ you .
You ♥ me .
We are happy family .
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you .
Won't you say you ♥ me too .

I ♥ you Emily more than I can say .
You are my sun shine, You are the reason that I smile .

Pauline jiejie

Friday night was a special night reason was that I went for 2 birthday party, one was my lil god sister - Emily♥ and another one was my closest friend - Alyna♥ . I enjoyed both party and had lots of fun and most importantly I've got to be there for both of my special ones =)

Emily o Emily, why are you so cute? Was waiting for Miss Karen and her family to come, ohya, we went to Jusco Maluri, McDonald to celebrate, Miss Karen actually planned for us to have dinner at a restaurant located at Petaling Street but then mummy said no need lah, cin cai cin cai then can already lah so, they decided McDonald. I don't really mind where we are heading to though, I just want to be with Emily.

Back to the waiting part, was waiting for them when mummy saw them coming, argh, immediately I felt the contentment in me, it's like me getting a DSLR after waiting for sooooooooo loooooooooong^^ When Emily saw us, she did not go woo-woo-ha-ha-ha but bu-yao-bu-yao-bu-yao which means Don't Want in English, she was reluctant to however after much persuasion she went woo-woo-ha-ha-ha =)

Sung happy birthday song to her and cut the cake that we bought for her but I did not even eat a slice of it T.T It's chocolate! It's all coated with chocolate! Woowoo T.T See below .........

Uncle Patrick was trying to light the candle on the other hand this lil girl was also trying to blow off the candle so ' kai ma ' have to block her.

Emily : "Mummy mummy, I love to cut cake. "

Emily : " Yeah, cut ddd XD "

Emily thought - Eeee, why like that edy de

Emily thought - I have better things to do than to look at the cake

And that is my lollipop =)

Later then, we started eating our own set, Uncle Patrick bought 7 set and we got 7 of the promotion glass cup, whoa! Must get a collection of it first, sigh, too bad I missed the pink one.

Makan Makan.

Sharing is caring.

You want some?

Kai Ma don't force me, I don't want.

I prefer eating fries ;p

I'm done already.
Why are the adults are taking so long....

My day ended with her by taking her around the counter and looking at the display toys that they have. She is pretty heavy right now =) but I still love carrying her around with me squeezing her in my arms. Was so sad to leave!

Anyway,

Happy Belated Birthday lil sis

Sincerely,
Pauline

Happy Birthday Alyna

Selamat Hari Jadi kepada kawanku Alyna Yong Pui San.

10 things that I love about you
1. Your hair
2. Your smell
3. Your smile
4. Your laugh
5. Your craziness
6. The joy that it is you
7. The heart of sharing that is in you
8. Your faithfulness towards friends
9. Your sweetness
10. Your caring heart

Never once that I regret knowing you as my friend.
You bought laughter and joy every moment that we are together.
Sometimes things might not get as we planned
but in the end there is a happy ending.

You ROCK Alyna Yong!

Sincerely,
Pauline

Cannot tell U

Secret here. Secret there. Secret everywhere.

You got secret. I got secret. He got secret. They got secret. We got secret.

If you got a secret to tell and don't want others to know,
please go away and talk somewhere else where you don't need to whisper
and make others feel left out.

The sky is getting gloomy so as my heart.

Where is the rainbow that always shine on my window?

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Sincerely,
Pauline